Walking across the USA to Mexico border, I didn't think it would be like this.
Seeing the less fortunate all around me, men and women selling candy, children wheeling weak elderly on broken down shopping carts. I imagined how Mexico would be like, from geography to climate to weather. I knew that one of the many reasons I was coming here was to help build houses for those who didn't have one. Looking at all these life-story-filled murals and differently made houses as we drove through Mexico, I felt stupid for the times I complained to myself about the times I wish I had a better house, better car, better clothes, better life.
Later that night, we read a prayer during our night time reflection called "A Prayer For Those Who Have Too Much", which practically summarized all the thoughts and feelings I felt on our way here to Esperanza's facility.
"Forgive me for my greed of always wanting, newer, bigger and better things."
I know that I can never really help myself from eradicating that feeling because it's human nature but I believe that I can try and do something to better myself. Though I felt sadness and sympathy for those I saw suffering here and knowing that there are more in the rest of the world, I felt grateful for what I have waiting for me back home. I hope this feeling of "guilt" will remind me to be selfless and thankful as I serve here in Mexico this week.
As the first day of my first mission trip ends, "I offer you my promise to become more aware of [the] situation and to change my lifestyle as I work for transformation of our world".
Christine Tecson
St. Louise Parish
WA State, USA
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